Jesus, I believe, help me in my unbelief.

I absolutely could not wait for friday to come this week. Now friday is over and it has ended absolutely disasterous.
I know all the reasons why.
I know what I could have done better.
And I failed myself horribly.
My thoughts on tomorrow (saturday even though its already early saturday morning) are instinctly negative. The first thing that comes to mind is that its a joke how people say tomorrow is a new day.
I'm having a hard time believing that BUT I really really really want to not think negatively.
I don't want to utterly fail myself like I keep doing.
So I am forcing it upon myself that tomorrow is a new day even though I am beyond upset about today.

Someday.. this won't be my story anymore.
Everyday we're working out our salvation and everyday He continues to redeem us. That is truth now I need to believe it.

Jesus, I believe, help me in my unbelief.