spiders.

Well my phobia of spiders is changing. There have maybe only been three days here where there hasn't been a spider in the shower and a spiderweb that I walk thru morning or night. They seem to be everywhere that I am.

I've had quite the hilarious moments at Trader Joe's. Last week a worker came up to me as I was checking my list in my phone and said "hey there cell phone girl.. can I help you with anything?" We kinda chatted and I said I was fine and he then said "well.. I'll be around where you can find me so don't hesitate to do so." Then a few minutes later a guy awkwardly spins to face me and says "I just had to follow you because you smell so amazing and I wanted to smell you longer."
Yesterday I went into Trader Joe's and a guy came up to me and said "Your eyes are so striking I could stare into them all night."
Soooo what's up with Trader Joe's?
At least it keeps my life entertaining and definitely something for me to laugh about.

I saw the most amazing bands last night. They completely filled my hole for great live music and feel amazing! They were from Portland; Typhoon and A Ya Bamba (I think I have that right). Sheesh were they good. I was so impressed especially since music is so hard right now and a lot of people make the same stuff.

Frustrations= my job. Well not my job necessarily.. just certain dynamics. I am still processing through how I want to go about addressing it because I know something can change. I also know that work is work.

I haven't felt this healthy in 5 years. I did the math today while I was on my jog. Five years ago I started going to bible college and after a year I sort of went downhill from numerous circumstances. Now.. I feel absolutely wonderful and didn't even realize how poopy I was feeling. I am referring to all aspects here.. emotionally, spiritually, physically, mentally.. whatever else there is =D. It's great. I mean there's definitely lame moments and lame days but they end and I started to forget what it felt like to be here in this place, not scared for it to leave. It's only getting better I can feel it. I have only but thanks to lift up to God.
Well.. all for now.. the beach is calling my name.