So here I lie confused and completely upset at one person..
I see what I "should do" but the battle still lies inside me.
I should walk away.
I hate ABSOLUTELY hate how complicated life can be.
And you never know the outcome of actions
Or other's actions/reactions.


I walked away. I'm at home. The first time I've done that. And as much as I needed to do that- I had a private fit in the car and am deeply upset alone.
Being considerate and loving sucks. It's a hard job.
And some people just aren't.