Day 2 of break....

It's sunday.
I woke up to a noise at 9am and felt like I could have slept until noon. But I got up because I was supposed to meet a friend at 9. Good thing they were late too =]

I am still tired. I hardly got any sleep friday night and that moved into last night and now its already sunday. But the great thing is that this week I will be writing my own schedule for work and technically I don't have to go in. But I have a list of art stuff they have me doing.
Lots of walls to paint, logo to finish, and possibly starting on the yearbook. We'll see how far I get.

I'm also house-sitting part of this week which will be a nice quiet break. Quiet is good at times.

I missed church today. I didn't really want to but kinda had to. =/
A lot has been going through my head yesterday and today. I want to get it down and out but at the same token I'm not sure these are things I want to share.
To say the least.. I'm confused, slightly irritated, feeling slight anticipation, and possibly a little fearful.
My nerves have been quite high.
The good thing is that I am only living in the right now moment. I do not own the key to know my future all I can do is continue to strive to obey God's direction which I have horribly failed at numerous times.
This is a constant struggle. To only think about the present.
So what I am going to do now is lay on the couch and watch The Lovely Bones to have a break from life and to rest.
Then possibly some art and God-time. Two very much needed things.