I think I might have inhaled you...

You've gotten into my bloodstream.

I've made a choice to walk through life allowing myself to live deeply with others. With this choice comes vulnerability, trust, unconditional love, patience, heartache.. The list goes on. Pain. Pain is a part of life. I also think it's the seed of growth I'd you press forward.
This decision is a hard road to walk down but I know that I won't regret it, I know I'll look back (as I already do) and have a heart full of thanks.
Now this road walking deeply also isn't just with anyone, I do think through people, situations, heart status...

Its Sunday morning and I don't want Monday to come. I am giving my two weeks notice today as I have found a job I see as a better fit in more ways than one. I am still processing how I will execute giving my two weeks and am slightly anxious about it.

Yesterday I was lost in the mountanside labyrinth of Santa Barbara for 3o minutes. Probably the most stressful thing if my week. I know the locals understand the twisting, turning , backwards, up and downs of this mountainside... BUT I still dont. And it all looks the same. And after a while I can't tell if I am going up, down east west. I mean who designed that labyrinth? After I found my way out I did not proceed to my destination, I came home and recovered by taking a nap. Oh wait.. First I though that it mint be refreshing to eat a pineapple guava which tasted like a bottle of bad perfume. Last time I do that.