Zzz.

I think tonight is the night sleep will find me. I was so utterly exhausted today that when I tried to take a nap I slightly dozed for ten minutes. I am drunk tired now and it's 11. I don't work till 10am tomorrow which is beyond amazing.
(There's an animal on my deck at this very moment that made my heart drop from the noise it made.)

I had a good day. I felt really empowered today, really free. Then as the night came on I started to feel lonely. I had plans with people and followed through but I felt alone in a crowd which Is almost more upsetting. For ne it is at least. It always points back to a deeper reasons for feeling lonely.

Off to bed