"I like you a lot and want to invest time into you."

Fear is present more then usual.
The past is long gone, the future is unseen, so therefore I only have the present. And if I only have the present then all I can do is accept and be.
Courage is opposite of fear but the problem with my fear is that courage doesn't seem to fit that opposite correctly. So is it fear?
Tonight during the emotional detox I re learned and discovered more inside myself.
1. Fear is the prominent emotion I feel, almost underlying.
2. I such down from emotions rather than express and repression is definitely a part of that.
3. I will forever have to work on myself.

I like you a lot and also want to invest time in you as well.