So to catch up from the last entry....
Frankie is in week 2 of school! He's doing great although there is still a lot to work on. Like anything else it takes time and consistency.

Lately I have been faced with or reminded of things in my character or personality that I must not turn my face from.
They're somewhat upsetting considering the fact that every outside source in life is hard enough to deal with so when the inside source (yourself) is hard to deal with, then it's probably time to get serious.
I'm not in an utter state of vulnerability to where I want to elaborate on everything I see. BUT there are a few I know of that I need to write out and ease the tension a little.
I have extremes about me. I get attached too easily or not at all. I am sweet as can be or not at all.
I look around and there are people that have such mellow sweet energy towards everyone that I wish I possessed more of that. But then I face situations where nothing in me trusts the other person and cant be that sweet person that is covered with fear and shell.
Maybe it's good..
Recently I have found myself attaching and I think I do need to be more careful and stand back in a place where it'll be ok no matter the outcome. I don't usually have that outlook but right now, with the events this past year, I think that is most wise for my heart.
My heart, I have found, is extremely fragile. I have tough skin and constantly hear how strong I am but that doesn't disregard the fact that my heart just can't handle pain like others. It sucks and causes me to become very on guard and fearful but I'm not sure what to do about it.

focus on one at a time...