As much as I wanted Frankie and love him it is very clear to me that maybe this just wasn't the proper timing.
I say this for a few large reasons.
1. He was so ill and had way too many health problems from age 2months-5 months and cost me more money than any animal ever should.
2. He is very problematic.
3. Same as above. He is just too problematic.
I am so tired and stressed from Frankie all I have battled in my head this month has been "should I get rid of him or keep him?"
We went to training classes, I've worked with him every day, I've spent time socializing him with both people and dogs, I take him running hiking or on a walk EVERY DAY and he still has serous problems.
The thought of spending another 500$+ dollars for training just makes me sick. I have absolutely no patience for him and am angry with him most of the time.
I feel like there is no hope and I have no energy.
Tonight ended in tears at how much he was acting up.
HE HAS THE BEST FUCKING LIFE and all he does is act up.
I'm so sick of hearing everyone say "he's a puppy hes a puppy" because I know hes a puppy but he also has serous problems that shouldn't be happening.
And the worst part is that at the same time I love the little guy. He can be really sweet.
I'm so utterly upset about this I'm just at my wits end.
I made a decision to go to the humane society tomorrow and ask about my options because I can't do this anymore. He is sucking my life away and it isn't ok.
On another note my heart still hurts and somehow I need to accept the past events and let myself move on.
What an upsetting week. Well frankie has made it upsetting.
Any suggestions??
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
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