There's a hole in my heart that needs to constantly be filled with love.

errands take fun away. not a fan.
I chose to not wear make-up this weekend. lazy+beach=no make-up. It's weird how make-up helps you feel pretty. I slightly wish it was never created but at the same time it is pretty fun. I just really don't like the insecurity that easily sets in that makes you believe you're not pretty without it.
I slept really bad the past two nights and I hope to sleep better tonight.
I also hope that I can go to work tomorrow and feel supported. Lately I've been quite scared at work and have felt unsupported. I hope that ends soon.

I thought up a really great idea for a series of paintings and I'm really stoked to start them. I also am going to send off 2-3 t-shirt design possibilities tomorrow. If they chose mine they pay a 1000 per drawing. That'd be sweet.
I'm also trying to set something up with a friend to paint live during his music gig which really makes me excited. Tonight he said "it would bring another angle of creativity to my performance and you get to be a rockstar for an evening." =D

Summer is almost over. I really don't want to see another washington winter. At all.