As I stumble through life I've found that writing is a strength for me to work through, look back on, share, and enjoy. I hope that I can share life experiences with others and hopefully learn more along the way. And if you like art, check out my website.. www.paintexpressionart.com .

Monday, July 2, 2012

you and i could paint the sky together as the world goes by we'll go on forever. look into my eyes eyes are the windows to the soul look into my eyes eyes and you'll know there is no surprise cuz love is plain to see. truth is truth you changed me. i didn't tell you. and if there comes a day when it's too late to tell you my heart will break. i want you to know. . . to know the way in which you affected me, changed me, connected to me. i want you to feel the same. if you do you didn't share either. i think i saw it in your eyes. but i also saw the fear of letting go again into someone else's arms that stopped you. i don't blame you. i'll never tie you down. this is the love letter you'll probably never read. the one i said i wouldn't write... but i think i might have inhaled you... you've gotten into my bloodstream. the reality is that my heart is exploding. in such a powerful, beautiful way. true talent is showing itself to me.. flowing and pumping with my blood. freedom from ties and fears. although writing this shows me i'm still full of fear. when it comes to my heart being handed over and put on the line fear enters. this connection is like none i've experienced. there will be no more settling and so far there are none like you so this looks like a long road. i'd rather be alone living my dreams then living subdued and settling because i'm feeling the slightest ounce of loneliness. loneliness seems to be a part of everyone's life and the more i explore loneliness i realize that i am grateful to feel a connection strong enough to another human being that missing them creates an empty ache. timing is so touchy. so tough. so hard to harness.

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